Birthday Boy

Happy Birthday Air-Bear.

Patrick, Mom, and I took the swingset and sandbox down today. We carried the swingset up to the side of the street with a sign FREE Swing Set. We'd like to give it as your birthday present to some little kids who will have as much fun with it as you and Patrick. So far no takers. Patrick said all I did was move the playground from the back yard to the front yard.

Today was a tough day without you. Lots of tears. Twenty years ago this was a very happy day. I told you many times how much I wanted a son. Your birth was blessing beyond belief. I remember many of your birthdays well. On your first, you had a party at Grandma Barb's complete with cake from ear to ear. On the eighteenth you came home before midnight. I thanked you for coming home and you said "Of course Dad. Where else would I go?" As I fell back to sleep I could hear you and Patrick talking in his room. Two brothers laughing and talking. I fell asleep with a content feeling I think I will never experience again.

The last two May 6ths have been brutal. You loved your birthday, almost as much as halloween. Forever this day will be the most hollow. I miss you, buddy.

Your friend Justin Minick came over today. He didn't recall that this was your birthday and he just thought to stop. That was really nice. Justin's a big guy now. I gave him a hug and could just imagine how big you would be today. Justin's a good friend. He misses you too and said we should tell you happy birthday from him. I suspect you sent him over today.

Mom will make your coconut cream pie tomorrow. I'll make the whip cream topping. We'll all eat your piece and of course we will cut a piece for Molly.

Wishing you the Happiest Birthday in Heaven.
Love
Dad