I'll Lose it Anyway

My health and well being is dependent on a daily reprieve. Anything I place ahead of health and well being doesn't matter because I'll lose it anyway. I heard that insight on this trip to the south and the message is worth contemplating.

I see the clock has struck midnight on the fortys for me--eastern time, but wait I'm a central time baby--I've an hour remaining.

There was a time when everything was ahead of my health. There was also a time when nothing mattered. The days of nothing are more meaningful to me than the days of everything. The days filled with so much of everything impress me as nothing of significance while the days of nothing inspire me to embrace, but not hold-on to life.

From the days when I wanted nothing, I received everything that matters. Recently I have been wanting. My journey has placed me in the presence of wise people who have raised my awareness. I have heard what I needed to hear. My teachers have given me the assessments of my spiritual condition. It is up to me to do the work.
I know where to begin.