Yield to the flow of life. Surrender. In the last month before the third anniversary, I accept the Now. What cannot be undone, is as it is. I know what is "Peace of God". I will create no more pain, no more suffering.
These are the last photos I have of Aaron's physical self. They were taken in April, and maybe one in May, '05. His true self never died. I see his true self in Patrick, Cathy,people who knew him, people who are moved by his story, myself and in nature. I accept the mistakes I made as his dad, and I acknowledge the good. It is finished. Now is where I am and where I will stay.
Right this second, just as I was to close this blog, the song "Where Oh Where Can My Baby Be" came on the radio. ...the squealing tires, the busted glass....now she's gone I hold her tight...where oh where can my baby be, the lord took her away from me...
Let it be.
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